Sick in the Head Lyrics

I gotta find my way outta hell - I gotta find my way alone
I see myself dead by suicide by a knife, gun, a blade - or hanging high
Will I be safe or will I die can I stop the voices deep inside, my mind
Dead to me - you re dead to me - you re dead to me, all dead to me
Oh my fucking God!
I'm a victim I've lived through disaster - pushed too far this is a reaction
I hate your lies. I hate my life
Dead to me - you re dead to me - you re dead to me, all dead to me
Oh my fucking God!
I'm a victim I've lived through disaster - pushed too far this is a reaction - to you
I hate your lies. I hate my life
Hoping I'll find a way, a way to live, dead together
A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear
I can't take it - I won't make it, I'll just hate it - I can't take it
I won't make it - I just hate it, I can't take it
I can't change it - I can't take it - I can't take it, I won't make it
Dead to me - you re dead to me - you re dead to me, all dead to me
Dead dead you re soon to be dead
I put a 12 - gauge under my chin
Dead to me - you re dead to me - you re dead to me, all dead to me
Oh my fucking God!
I'm a victim I've lived through disaster - pushed too far this is a reaction
died a thousand times again and again - in my mind - I have died
I have slowly withered