Finding Consistency in the Fourth Quadrant of Eternity Lyrics

How long are you willing to live in the past...
Dissolving endlessly among the granite of memories.
How much longer will you suffer the pain...
Erecting mirrors of loneliness over and over again

How much longer can you catch the dream ghosts...
Nightly realizing the loss of an alternate reality.
Why did you decide to find consistency here...
In these rotten-smelling palaces of lament
Where joy is fleeting like the Kolyma summer

How could you hit the shores of defeat...
Ruling the helm of superior ferry of reflections
What makes you come back to your sorrow...
Drowning in mirages of self-torture tears
Mistaken with the oceans of human compassion

How long can you keep the dead in your arms...
Beyond the purpose of the present moment.
Why are you cultivating these torments...
In the kingdom of cognitive distortions

How much longer can you not forgive yourself...
Surrendering at the mercy of senility
How long are you going to scourge yourself...
Under the gaze of vain thoughts
Where will you draw the strength to move forward

Where will you
draw
the strength
to move forward
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