Emotionally Dead Lyrics

Gaze into the sky and wonder why
The cloud darken the sun, my thoughts darken my mind
I envy your feeling, I envy your soul
Emotions now dead, my feelings are gone

I see your tears, I feel your regrets
You give me pleasure, I give you pain
My feelings are dead, emotions disgraced
A bullet right in your face

Emotions dead
Emotions dead
Emotions dead

I have no tears for you, I'm not even trying
But in the name of understanding now, we all have our cross to bear
You give me pleasure, I give you pain
A bullet in your face

Emotions dead
Emotions dead
Emotions dead

Can't you see I'm terrified?
I'm scarred of what you've become
You had it all, you threw it away
What's your is now mine

Emotionally dead
Emotionally dead

What have I done to deserve this hell I'm living in?
I want peace in mind, something I'll never achieve
I'm so frustrated, beaten and torn apart
Rape me forever more, this is the end of my life in misery
What have I done to deserve this?
I got to get away, I got to get away
You're trying so hard to discover what's wrong with my mind
What's wrong with my head?
I will feel perfectly fine if you just leave me for dead

Can't you see I'm terrified?
I'm scarred of what you've become
You had it all, you threw it away
And here I am emotionally dead