What Have I Done? Lyrics

These tears I've cried a thousand
I'm slowly losing ground
Oh, what have I done?
Oh, a setting sun
Oh, what have I done?
Oh, a setting sun
In silence
Cold December
Just barely treading water
If to live is to suffer
I have lived a thousand lives
Over and over, had my happiness denied
Lifeless and soulless and
Loveless and hopeless
A pathetic mess in a heap on the floor
I am the catalyst
Destroyer of my own world